I don't want to go back

I don't want to go back
oh please don't let me fall in those cracks

That dark and cynical person I was
I promise to now follow the laws

I'm sorry for making my life about something other than you
If I ever went back, I'd be stuck in the blue.

Dark and Cynical
Anyone would have gussed that I was critical

But I don't want to go back.

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

                        -Joshua 1:9