Escaping Life

You want me to live my life, 
Cheer up and put down my knife, 

But what if i couldnt go on, 
When im alone and your forever gone, 

Do you want me to stay this way for good, 
Pretending to be happy like i should, 

It could be possible to smile one day, 
But i cant when bottling up so much pain, 

The promise i cant break will hold me back, 
No matter how much i begin to slack, 

I'll smile for you and be happy i guess, 
Live on through this mess, 

But im telling you now and you better not forget, 
That sometime later on it will burst out of my chest, 

I wont be able to keep the promise that i made, 
Escaping life before going on another day