The stormy place where no one goes
Never let anyone in
Undeserving and unreal
You define the word sin
Lightning strikes and pierces in
Another hole to cry the blood
You made the choice not to move
Lightning strikes again
A step away, a glimpse of hope
The sunshine peeks through a cloud
I choose to let it in,
Another storm begins
Rain The rain heavily dripping on my wet hair
The pounding drops on my head like tears pounding on my heart
The confusion and fear racing through my mind
Fear of gaining weight
Today as I drive to the hospital
Through the crowded, wet, black streets
The windshield wipers push those tears aside
I await the evilness of the tall black scale
The number determines my day
What I eat, how I portray myself to others,
my concentration level, and much more
I dream of the day when the sun reaches
and pulls me into it's arms in warmth and comfort
Reassurance will fill my heart once more
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